well i just write...this journal bcause i feel so bad...my parrot he died the last friday in the morning like 7:30 or 8:00 i dont know but it was like that hour... i cry alll day..well i just stop sometime of the day but i cry my eyes gona explode that day they were red....
but i really missed him...
his name was arthur i had him since july of 2005 and he was very different he acted like a odg, like baby, like cat0.0..he ate everything he ate eggs,spagguetti, corn,potatos, everything except meat,chocolate, and beans just that he drank coffe he was..different VERY different...but..he die to early im really sad about that...

i just try to be stronger but when i remember him..i cry..
today was his funeral...at 9:00 am and well when i see the box (i dont know how to say in english the thing that persons use to put their parents..)i just cry...and i didnt have voice to say the last goodbye...i just see him...

well now i have i little dog ,female dog her name is sakura shes a chihuahua she so cute very hyper sometimes like naruto0.o weird... well shes very funny. My mom bought me the doggy to feel better and to cover that hole that i have in my heart but she cant.....well i really appreciate the effort of my mom to buy it for me...but i really really feel bad....and sad very sad...

(o and sorry for my english)
before end this journal i wanna say well write something more...
when i remember him i say" the death is something that no one can stop...but i feel happy that he live happy with me besides me...and hes in a better place now with my othar parents..^^"